Stupidity is defined by the lack of meaning or sense, such as being in a state of pointlessness or stupor.

Stupid is what Ive been feeling lately. Stupid that I let people boss me around at work. Stupid that I let myself get into a shitty rship. Stupid I wasted a year,not doing anything. Stupid that I let my friends down and the list goes on.......

Recently, as recent as 3 hours ago. I happened to speak to Nezu.. asking her if she was busy.. this is how the conversation went:

Me: R u bz..?
N: Aku bentar lg meeting sih yang
N: In 15 minutes
N: I got a job agency di jkt
N: Good pay and everything
N: So we gonna talk abt my job today
Me: Wowww
Me: As a..?
Me: D jkt?
N Senior art director
N: Iya
Me: Wowww
Me: Niceee
Me: Di jkt :(
Me: Okok good luck!!
N: Iya
N: Habis di sg gak panggil2
Me: Ya uda.. Good luck! Break a leg!!
Me: :p
N: Uda accepted
N: Lg ngomong soal kontrak
N: Lol
Me: Oh ya!
Me: Sigh
N: Iya
Me: Were u nt gonna tell me?
N: Soalnya blom tau
N: Mau mulai kapan
Me: Owh
Me: Well,I'm glad u got the job!
N: Gitu
Me: Itz doing smth u like:)
N: Kalo bisa
N: Minggu depan
N: Kalo minggu depan mulai
N: Minggu ini aku mau ke sg
N: Gitu
Me: Owhhh okok
Me: Ya uda
Me: Siap2 meeting dlo d:)
N: Ok

Im honestly happy that she gets to do what she always wanted to do. BUT, i would appreciate it if she had actually given me a warning.. wait, warning is not the word.. given me a heads up~coz all this while, I thought she's got no callbacks. Up until now, 4 hours later, I still have no news on the contract signing and it's making me pissy, nervous and anxious. Sigh..