GUILT AND HEARTBREAK

Guilt is for me....
The paranoia I have been feeling was ridiculous.. After that mahjong and poker night, I know that nothing will ever go on between them.. and even if there were to be one, it wont happen as long as he's mine..so london's on!! Btw, I won about 15bucks even after covering Kenrick's bankruptcy! haha

Heartbreak is for my dear cousin, Mimi...
Technically speaking, she wasnt really heartbroken.. I believe she felt more angry and disappointed with her dickhead boyfriend. During our intense 10 minutes MSN chat, she told me she deduced where the term Dickhead comes from. Itz from guys like Fitch (ASSHOLE!) who thinks with their dicks more than their brain and hence, DICKHEAD!

Apparently, he's been cheating on her since 2007 when WE all went to Shenzhen and Guangzhou! Dude, we even stayed at his place! mistake mistake! Worse thing is none of her friends told her even though they knew itz been ongoing for a while! Dude, itz been ongoing for 2 fucking years~yep "great" friends~ and the one guy I thought was alright, was actually his accomplice! They went to find prostitutes and go to stripclubs.. DICKHEADS~ The more I think about it, the more I feel sad about guys in general. If only, they are like girls who think with brains so much more~ sad sad SAD! It finally occurs to me the reason why he was always OK with Mimi going to LA.. it was so that he can run along and fuck the bitch (ex-gf) in Leeds! oh dear~ But oh well, I just hope shes nt that upset, I mean I mentioned to her that HK and China men are crap lovers! like really crap~

For once, Ill be the one pimping her out! Well, more like Kenrick pimping her out actually, I dont have that many guy friends.. And, hopefully shes no longer mesmerised by useless Bboys, HipHop dancers alike~~

BEAUTY AND DICKHEAD